Relationship.
Not a thing that scares me.

Lover.
A romantic word for a romantic idea.

Partner.
A little too rigid for what it's come to mean.

Marriage.

That word scares me. It terrifies me. All I have seen come of it(besides movies) is two people who have spent so long hurting each other but can't find the courage to leave.

I don't have any poetic, longwinded thoughts on this.

All I have is a childish panic and fear.

All I have is a very grown up nightmare.