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There was a day
when you held me.
When you let me hold you and
neither of us spoke
because it was
comfortable
and there was no
need to.

We didn't talk
about the kiss afterward.
We ignored it,
but that was okay.

There was a time
when I was certain
you loved me...
In some way,
because you gave me
your hands and I let you.

The words
I love you
were always unspoken
in the air.
something was always
wrong
with those words
and us.

The meaning was
lost in translation
I think.


Dear you

This is a letter for someone. Someone handsome and kind and generous, but not too generous. Funny and serious and open but mysterious. Somehow. Someone rich in spirit and poor in selfishness. Someone who smiles too much and doesn't cry too often.

This is a letter for someone who doesn't exist.


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Breathe.
You can do it, come on.
Just... Breathe.
In

    Out

In

    Out

In

    Out

In

    Out

You're okay.
You're alive.
That's enough, isn't it?




summer bucket list



1. Hang out with everyone who is important to me. Make time.
2. Work out. I am in terrible shape.
3. Get a great tan.
4. Don't forget about blogging.
5. Hope my friends don't either.
6. SEVEN PEAKS
7. Finish playing The Last of Us with Trevor and Ardon.
8. Make Trevor watch Broadchurch. Its about time I reciprocated in our back and forth exchanging of quality entertainment.
9. Don't forget to call Baylee.
10. Don't forget to write Peyton.
11. Camp out in the canyon.
12. Buy a PS4
13. Play spin the bottle.
14. Get three little star pins for my jacket.
15.  Don't forget about Jordan and Kylie.
16. Make the important people sign my yearbook.
17. Do (more)crazy things with Rilee.
18. Finish that post Kira and I are writing.
19. Let Jack be a good influence on me rather than me being a bad influence on him.
20. Keep pestering Trevor about things. He needs that.
21. Go see Dom in his show. Go to Salt Lake with him. We both need that.
22. Come to terms with this being my last year of high school.
23. Go stargazing.
24. Fall in love.